..NOone can stop me from doing my stuff..

2009-02-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

Hais...finally get to blog...feeling stress and tired all these weeks...now i dun seem to be happy wif my life compare to de past i have...maybe things have beening changing when life is getting on..and de friends tat r around me..hmmmm...trying to get use to it but fail...sometimes i cant stand it anymore,wat kind of friends i having nnow....AHHHHH!!!!!

2009-01-17T22:39:00.001+08:00

Not used to waking up so early in the day, had to rush down to saint wilfred field for the mini competition. Met up with teammates then get ready for the exciting moment. Watch a interesting soccer match before preparing for our own competition. Guess what, our team name is call hid. lols. There were 2 groups of 4. We were in Group 1. Didn expect to see resha team playing too in the other group. Lead the warm up and off to our first game. Fought hard but due to difficulty adapting to the field, we lost by 0-1. On our 2nd game, we were playing against david's team and played much better, held to 0-0. On our last game, we played to our best and won the indian blue team by my perfect scoring..hahaha but needing a draw or a win from the other match which will see how who will progress thru the semis. David's team won thus we have to play a penalty shootout. Went to sudden death n steve scored the crucial goal!Most of us were totally lost form...hais

Semis playing against resha's team and we managed to held on till penalty shootout. In the end stan miss the sudden death penalty but otherwise, it was a good game and we won de 3RD PLACE! We were all happy and at least we lose to someone we know and more like playing for fun...

2009-01-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes..of cuz...

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Yupp..i like gals to be smaller than me..=)

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
hmm...till it reach my limit...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
I will give some to my family...save it to de bank and buy de things i like to have..

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
hmm..dunno..see wat i can do lor...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
of being loved by someone tat i like...

7. What do you love doing?
gg out wif my friends,doing sports and listening to music...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hmm..emo fer awhile first..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
hmm...to be wif de gal i love most...

10. What makes you sad?
when someone piss me off...

11. If you’re attached but you feel as if your partner likes someone else too, what would you do?
hmm..try to talk with my partner...if can solve de problem..

12. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
see how bad is de situation..

13. What exactly are you thinking about now?
too much things..

14. What is the most important thing you need from your boyfriend/girlfriend?
LOVe and TRUst...

15. Do you believe that there’s "Love At First Sight"?
not realliee

2009-01-16T19:46:00.009+08:00

...today was quite a great day fer me...meeting my shinyin and umaira at cck as we r gg to de zoo..it quite a long time since i went to zoo...reaching de zoo meeting shima and thanya...dey works as a volunteer..dey took me around de zoo juz like tour guides taking tourist around...firstly dey took me to de kangaroo place,as de zookeeper allows us to feed de kangaroos fer free,...hahaha..this is de first time i get to do it...after tat went to de giant tortorise to feed it fer freeee again.....next we went to de horse carriage...fer a free ride around de place,it is god damn coolll.....after tat...we walk around de place..went to eat ben and jerry,slacking around first before carry on our journey...after slacking finish went to see de elephant show....finallyyy,went to a secert place to feed de hippoooo...see yaaaa!!1

2009-01-07T08:52:00.000+08:00

..hais..juz starting of sku..feel so tired and emo..still in holiday mood,gg to sku is juz like wasting my god damn time...i hope to end my studies in this sku...i feel cant forget and misses her..WHY...she already have a bf..my feeling juz cant fade away.....Zzzz

2009-01-04T20:26:00.002+08:00

What is love, but an emotion,

So strong and so pure,

That nurtured and shared with another

All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force

To bring the mighty low,

With the strength to shame the mountains

And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,

A glorious goal attained,

The union of two souls,two heart,

A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,

To cast the tyrant from his throne,

And raise the flag of truth and peace,

And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,

To guide the wayward heart,

A blazing light upon the shoals

That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love,

but forever,Eternal and sincere,

A flame that through wax and wane

Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops

,In all places high and low,

That love for you is my reason to be,

And will never break or bow.

- Matt Dubois -

..New Year eve celebration..

2009-01-01T23:52:00.007+08:00

Yesterday went to jason's house fer de NYE celebration...at around 5 plus..after everyone have gather,started eating pizza,chips and some drinks...Most of us bring our laptop,gg to play lan at there,we started playing cs and dota...And some others game..Around 10plus,we decided to drink some alcohol and somehow sure got ppl go mapok de..but lucky is not me..hahaha..Firstly is YL keep on drinking like nobody business..den keep talking about her relationship..after she have calm down.....hais...at around,everything have finally come to a stop,so we take a rest,at about 6,started packing up and went to eat prata...at last went hm and slp.....Zzzzzz

2008-12-27T11:57:00.002+08:00

2day went to service centre to collect my laptop...use awhile and went to work with
tired mood as yesterday kana sunburn ad backache.After work,went back hm
wif my working friends...as on de way back,found out a saddish news...It juz came truth as wat i dream of....Haisssss....wat i can do now is say all de best to her.........

2008-12-26T23:53:00.004+08:00

WAKE UP.IN DE MORNING,senting my laptop to service centre....after tat meettiing steve dey all as we r celebrating his birthday,hais worst thing all tat went r GUYS...i thought i am gg to gay party..hahaha..at there,we start playing soccer,volleyball...around 2plus,we start feeling hungry and decide to ask zal to help ask buy chicken rice to eat...Around evening,we start to pack up and take some pic before gg to bath...We went to vivo to have our dinner,lastly we went to stJames to watch a soccer match.....

2008-12-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

....after a long rest...i went out to meet shima,joel dey all at ochard mrt station at 12 plus.we went to cashbox to sing..i think we r trying to celebrate racial harmony day cuz we malay,chinese and indian races..and thanya trying to be funny onli keep on ejecting our songs,so we decied not to let her tounch de remote control...After singing fer about 4plus hour..we end our session,went back home.....

2008-12-20T19:51:00.004+08:00

2day after my npcc chalet which was at sentosa and i was damn tired..when back home,juz a good nap..And one of church friend ask me go chritstms party at bukit batok as i haven been wif them quite a while,around 5 plus i reach there in a blur mood...We dance around,sing songs and have a buffet..Took some pic them..

2008-12-17T22:32:00.001+08:00

2008-12-16T19:43:00.001+08:00

2008-12-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

..Sry..didn't update my blog..2dayy is start of my chalet..

First day,meeting joseph dey all at westcoast to bring stuff to our chalet,after tat we took a private bus to our chalet at east coast..den we start to pack our stuff,and some self entertainment..Around 4 or 5plus,some of de bb girls junior came,together go and ride bicycle all around east coast and took some photos..worst thing i fall down,cuz of one idiot dunno how he ride de bike.We went mac to eat our so call dinner,went back to our chalet,drink some alcohol cuz we bought alot..At around 11plus,we decide to ride out bicycle to Changi village to eat nasi lomak,de whole journey was totally nightmare after 3hrs plus to cycling,finally reach..all of us were totally knock out den we order this so call Famous nasi lomak..Some of us decided to take cab back to our chalet..Finally we can take a rest....-_-

Second day,we slack awhile,playing all kind of poker games,at around 3 to 4plus preparing bbq stuff,and finally we start our bbq at 6plus...after our bbq,we went cycling again fer awhile,at night we juz remenber tat we have 10 plus of alcohol left so we went back to chalet to drink it..Whlie drinking,we also play some games...In the end,..i was totally knock ouot and coulldn't continue any more..After tat i dunno wat happen..hahaha

De final day,i wake up at around 6 polus and went out to cycle alonne in de park,trying to relax myself fer about 2 hrs,went back to chalet and fer a slp...After everyone have wake up,we took a grp photos,pack up...After tat we went to bedok to have our lunchh....=)

2008-12-13T14:57:00.002+08:00

1): Would u prefer your girlfriend have makeup often or be as natural as they can be?EYA

Ans:i would prefer my girl to be natural cuz some girls without make up r cute and innocent.=0
(2): What if your girlfriend has a accident and most likely would be disfigured/physically disabled/mentally disabled, would u still love her or breakup?EYA

Ans:i will still love her..i will show her more care and concern if we reallie can't be together.
(3): What if your girlfriend one day says she is not a virgin, what will u do?

Ans:i will try to accept de fact of it..
(4): Would u still love a girl who has done everything bad to u but had since make it up to u?EYA

Ans:depend on de situation,but mostly i will still love her.
(5): What if your gf is the type who flirt around and still doing so even after stead with u, would u still want to be with her?EYA

Ans:hmm..i wil still want to be with her,discuss with her about de situation..
(6): If a average looking girl come forward to u and says she like u, would u accept or reject?EYA(a)assuming u both know each other.Ans:Accept,is not common fer a girl to confess to a guy. (b)assuming u both dont know each other.Ans:hmm..accept but try to noe more about her first(c)assuming the character is what u like.Ans:Accept.it is not easy to find girl tat has de character you like.(d)assuming the character isnt what u like.Ans:think about it first..
(7): If u suddenly realise the girl u like has been toying with u all along, what will u do?Still pursue her or give up?EYA

Ans:Give out..no use to purse her when she is toying ur feeling..
(8): What will u do if u suddenly found out that one of your friends is also trying to chase after the girl u like?EYA

Ans:fight fer it..at all cause..
(9): What will u do if u found out that the girl u like/girlfriend has a connection with another guy and seem to be rather close too?EYA

Ans:i will try to do watever i can to make de girl like me..
(10): Would u like a girl who is not really good looking and/or has some physical/mental problems?even if she is the type u are looking for?EYA

Ans:Think about it first.as you cant force a relationship.

2008-12-11T17:24:00.003+08:00

...Yeeaaahhh!!!!..finnaallyy is sku holidays,i have been waiting fer thiss..actuall today i should be

having my phrase test den de teacher i think come,say cancel and pospone it to sku reopen..Haiisss..i totally sian diaoo..wan me to study while i am having holidays..NO WAy MAn..
.is time fer me to enjoy after sku,i went to collect my hp at wheellock den go suntec collect my laptop...borringgg sia..is travelling aroud de town..but no choice cant live without hp..hee.to be continue..

2008-12-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

.............SSTTTTRREEEEEEssssss IN PROOOGGRREEESSSSSS.........

2008-12-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

..2day is fun and exciting day..after a day of boring sku..
go back home and change into my home clothes,
meeting my old classmates as one of our friends juz came back from AUS..
We went to Bryan's father resturant
fer our dinner,thks his father alot as his father help us pay alot..
After tat we went to adam's hotel,at his hotel,
chatting taking photos..A few of us get bore and try to think of sth fun to do,
den dunno hu start to think of taking pic of Sex postion..HAHAHA
....So Me,stan,bryan,steve,shikun,jason try out a few of these postion juz fer de fun of it..
..den some of us r reallie getting high as we do it especially me,i also dunno why..heee,
after all these stupid stuff,we leave his hotel as it is getting late and some os us got sku de next morning..
....THAT"S all fer de day>>>

2008-12-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

FoReVeR LoVe

O~~~

爱你,

不是因为你的美和影

我越来越爱你,

每个眼神触动我的心

因为你让我看见forever

才了解自己,

未来这些日子

要好好珍惜

爱我

有些痛苦有些不公平

如果真的爱我

不是理所当然的决定

感到你的呼吸在我耳边

像微风深情

温柔的安抚,

我的不安定

所以我要

每年研究你的笑容

Wo~~

多么自然

forever love forever love

我只想用我这一辈子去爱你

从今以后,

你会是所有

幸福的理由

爱情,

是场最美最远

的旅行沿途遇经泥泞

偶尔阻碍我们的前进

感到你的体温在我怀里

像阳光和煦

巧妙的熔化

我的不安定

不可思议

证明我爱你的理由

多么自然

你感动的眼睛,

我沉默的声音,

仿佛就是最好的证明

让我再说一次

Ilove you ~~

直到永远

forever love

..JUz fEr EEEUUUU..

...LoSt aNd cOnfUsE...

2008-12-02T00:35:00.004+08:00

...yesterday after sku,i go studies at mac den when to NP meeting to settle some irrating PROBLEMS but den everything seem to be settle alrdy..it seem not rite to me,how come this GAY will forgive us,i juz think tat he is stepping back so pp will think tat he is innocent and pp will think we r in de wrong..SO now watever i am doing now muz be careful as i dun wan to get any more trouble, not tat i am scare of HIM..Hais...i wonder wat's she thinking of me,i hope i can read her mind..juz wan to noe her more..NOw is a break fer us as we r having test and exam..i ONLI can wish her all de best fer her exam as i can't help her much..hmmm..

...MiSsInG yOu aLwAyS...

2008-11-29T09:39:00.003+08:00

EnDiNg oF mY rElaTiOnShIp

I don't know wat's happening to me,this is the second time i am feeling these..

the situation is too complicated,am i reallie the cause of it,

why can't i have my own freedm,this is making me confuse..

maybe i dun reallie can have this kind of relationship.

what can i do to make my friends to be happy,

how about the girl i like,

why can't i get closer to her without any blockage infront of me,

should i disappear to make this situation better.

stop my lovely relationship wif them,

be wif the friends tat i dun like,

maybe i should do tat.

SRY to my beloved friends.

2008-11-28T10:05:00.003+08:00

My LoVe

you are my dream,

you are my life,

you are my everything,

No matter where you are,

I will always thinking about you,

If you are feeling sad or happy,

i will be the same feeling as you,

If you have any problems or trouble,

I will be your guardian angel to help you,

i will never let you get hurt,

Will try to protect you ,

As you are my love.

.shalalala..

2008-11-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

..heee.2day is agood day fer me..early morning cal her,to ask wherther she wake up aldy..hahaha..after my sku,went to NP meeting stan dey all and also see her...Sth happen..actualy she ask me to share with her one brownies..so i treat her tat..den ThIs GaY BaStArD came and took de brownies to eat it..I was totally F**k up already.WAT A PuSSSYYY,somemore still gay wif me...HOLLYY shIITT man...After All this,stan me steve hid went to play soccer at de court..I score a hat trick..yeah,de first time..heehheee

2008-11-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

First post! testing.